if ppl who aren't around now are back into my life, how would things be like?

i wonder if my grandma didn't passed away, would she still be the one waking me up every morning to go to sch?
would she still be the one making lunch for me?
would she still be always sitting on the sofa watching tv whenever i get home from sch?
would she?

if my 'yi-ma' didn't passed away, would she still be pampering me?
would my mum be happier?
would she still be enquiring my well-being, if everthing is going on well in my studies?
would she?

if si's mum didn't passed away, would she still be calling my mum to talk on the phone?
would my mum be happier?
would i still get to be pampered when i stay over at si's house?
would she still be buying/cooking food that i like when i stay over?
would she still be talking to me when i stay over, saying stuff that always caused me to double with laughter?
would she?

would they?

if they are still around, what would i be like?
always loved.